Wrong Start

When you know you started at the wrong foot, don't expect things would be a lot easier. You must strive 10 times to be able to be fully trusted again. Giving up is not an option. Rebellion is no room for existence because it a sign of immaturity.I am not saying that I'm perfect for I am not. Seeing my love ones getting hurt because of someones sudden decision, hurts me more. I have seen my parents cried and I don't want to see it again. It scars me deep inside and scares me. I am not mature as anyone else but I have learn things through others experiences. I am stubborn, selfish and 'maldita'. I dont deny that. I may hurt other people's feeling without me knowing. I may able to let other people feel their an outcast, it's because that's me. But appreciate things, the goodness they make for me. I do. :(