Wrong Start

When you know you started at the wrong foot, don't expect things would be a lot easier. You must strive 10 times to be able to be fully trusted again. Giving up is not an option. Rebellion is no room for existence because it a sign of immaturity.I am not saying that I'm perfect for I am not. Seeing my love ones getting hurt because of someones sudden decision, hurts me more. I have seen my parents cried and I don't want to see it again. It scars me deep inside and scares me. I am not mature as anyone else but I have learn things through others experiences. I am stubborn, selfish and 'maldita'. I dont deny that. I may hurt other people's feeling without me knowing. I may able to let other people feel their an outcast, it's because that's me. But appreciate things, the goodness they make for me. I do. :(

Life's Purpose .... part 1

To have a meaningful life is knowing your purpose. These past few years I was thinking what God wants me to be. I always looked on others and compare myself to them. Asking myself why they have so many friends, how they cope up with the pressure while I’m very worried of getting things done, where do they get their strong will to make decision and holding on to what they believe in. Have you experience that kind of feeling?? These questions always popped up on my head and sometimes I wished that I could have that trait.

I have been reading Rick Warren’s book “The Purpose Driven Life”. I think you know this book. I heard so much about this when I was still in school. I longed of reading this book and tell if it is beautiful as the others say. It is 40 days devotional book about finding your purpose through Christ.

Rick Warren's The Purpose Driven life

Our purpose can be discovered through speculation or revelation. Speculations are peoples meaning of life and revelation are the purpose that are reveal to as by our Creator through our experiences. Just sighting this option makes me thing that revealing my purpose takes time and that I must be vigilant of what I do. Every day is another day; new experiences will uncover and mold us. Each of us has our own experiences because God made us unique in our own special ways. He created us because He wanted to. He knows every part of our body inside and out; how exactly it was made, bit by bit. God’s love is difficult to fathom, but it’s fundamentally reliable.

I am uniquely created by God. I came to realize that there are many things to be grateful for and that I must see all its beauty. I have grown up with many things on my mind. I always say ‘I wish I could have this and that’. I always look on the farthest side of the road without seeing the things I have in my hands. Now, I appreciate my parent’s love and how unconditional it is. Both of us, their daughters know how they strive to give us the best things they could afford. I really love to repay their goodness and I think that is one my purpose in life. It’s my driving force to do well and make them proud of me. Show them of what I have become after years of being with them.

Driving force. I think it also important to know what makes you live your life. God have given us the power to choose. He gave us that privilege since then; a privilege that we should take responsibility. There are people who live with guilt, resentment, anger, fear, materialism and others live to seek approval of others.  These feelings were made to teach us of what is more valuable to us.  Here are the two 2 crucial questions from the book that is really striking:

    1. What did you do with my Son, Jesus Christ?

  2. What did you do with what I gave you?

Answering this questions add up to my list of purpose. It would take me a lifetime to be able to answer this. It would take a lot of prayers! J

A Happy Day!

Its Sunday! Just got home from church with my mother. Love is the heart of the Law. First statement I saw today! When you reflect or think of it to have an effective law enforcement, love should be the foundation. Love for others because it generates respect towards others disposition, belief and faith. It also help us to broaden our mind and see things in a better perspective.It is much easier to follow rules and regulation when we set our minds and heart that we do it out of love.

Long time since I got something to write in this blog. I've always want to update it all the time but it just ended on wanting it. Well, my next blog would be about the book I'm reading. I promise someone to make my summary of it. It's a 40-days devotional book but I haven't made it on the exact date. I lost count. I hope to finished it the day after tomorrow. But as of now, I have no plans because I'm no good in planning!

Have a nice day Everyone! I'll be posting my new found friends photos in the office!

Pose! Pose!

Up! up! in a way!

Now Showing! Scary movie starring the 'Audience'!

Winners! 

Loser's corner..hehehe... There picture was taken just for picture purposes only. (Smile pa kaau sila!)

This pictures where taken during our despedida for Ruby (girl wearing jeans) and a barkada outing as well. It was a fun day!Dated: July 28, 2012. :)

Kung Hei Fat Choi

I supposed to write something here on the exact date of new year but obvious it not the date i'm supposedly be writing.
I just want o update this blog. Last January 2, I just started working. Can you believe that I'm working!I've been praying for this all my life!God is so Gracious. He really plans my life well and put things in order as to its purpose.I have been so worried about all those issue I have after I have graduated but you know its all been working out.
Today in am a research analysts. I am on my probationary stage and I hope that I'm able to things right with God's help. Hope that anyone would read this would make something....hmmm...or realize something and reflect!!

it's christmas time

hi!annyoeng haseyo(korean word for "greetings!")! It's been months since i have written something in here! My computer was busted for a month and found out that the power cord is not working anymore so my sister bought a new one. So much for that, I'm just writing because I want to greet all of you a MERRY CHRISTMAS and a BOUNTIFUL NEW YEAR! It's really cold out here in the Philippines.

As of now, I'm still unemployed and keeping my self busy by reading and learning the korean language. I just hope that I could get the job I'm applying at by next year. Help me pray for it... will you???

To all my chipterz friendz who've been pretty busy with there careers I just wanna say that I am very happy for all of you. May God bless you and let you continue your success. I miss you all.

And to all the people who might read this, let us pray for all the Sendong victims that they may find peace and feels the comforting hands of God.

Things new to Do

Its december already!! The cold wind starts to blow. I could really feel Christmas is coming. Its been two months since I wrote something here! There were no changes ever since I'm still unemployed and still applying for a job. I just hope that someday soon I got a job for financial help.

Happy BirthDay Ailyn!!

Today is the birthday of a very special friend of mine. She was one of the people who I could describe as one of the great people I have met in my whole life and I thank God for her. She was thoughtful as ever and I admire her for that. Her patience is a superb. I don't know what I hve eaten why I wrote this. I think I was guilty because I wasn't able to remember your birthday yesterday while we were strolling the mall. And I thank God that He was able to gave me a way to get connected to the internet today or again I would greet my friend with belated. So much for that, I just wish that our Friendship would last forever. When time comes that we might not able to get in touch with each other for a long time and bump into each other hope that we could say hi at least and ask "how are you?"...but I couldn't think about it at this time. I know that you are in the point in your life that you are confuse of what is the right thing to do but I know in time God would provide you the best solution. Though I myself couldn't give you much of an advice I just want you to know that I am Praying to God that you gather enough wisdom and courage in every decision you make. I am so grateful that you have entrusted me your thoughts and that means so much to me.

I hope when you read this it would help us both to make this friendship bonds hold as hard than before. I Love you Friend!!! And wishing you happiness and that all your heart desires comes true.

PS

I was browsing the net when i saw this pic and It reminds me of you!! Happy Birthday my Beloved Friend!!

LOVe Lots :

Juna